afroBarbie |
|
VideoYuna - Fading flowerTalk Talk Talk |
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 6:20 AM
How to save a life Cannot sing in the morning?? Is it wrong for aperson to sing?? man..i didn't sleep last nite coz i was watching a korean show Dal Ja's Spring..I was also listening to The Fray-How to save a life. But i tink i sang too loud and so my mum was cranky and just got mad at me and told me not to sing in the morning..sumthing like this, " Ppl in the morning say their prayers..and here u are singing?? Dun sing in the morning!". Man was i fed up wif tat.. So darn fussy! I can do watever i want...i didn't sleep and she jsut got up and she told me off..i just can't take it..darn it! At work already have fussy ppl, at home aso hav...can't i just live my life the way i want?? Have you ever felt like the lyrics to a song is just the description of the feelings tat u feel?? When i am singing or playing the song how to save a life...i was reminded of Ain...the frend tat i lost a long time ago...in primary 1...If i had known how to save a life.i could have known how to save her...She will always be the 1st frend tat i realli had a liking for..she was a loyal frend... When i tink about the incident...i was reminded of her kindness and also her frendly face...and i would get so emotional..eventhough the frendship seemed short but i remeber every moment of it...I hope i can perfect this song soon... The song also made me remember the evil me last time...i did realli bad things wen i was young...realli bad things...and some of the verse in this song realli suit the incident..I wana rekindle the frendship tat we had but even a bone tat is once broken cannot heal to it's original self...what more a frendship... I jsut hope tat they dun blame me for being a total jerk....i realli didn't know what came over me...i just wanted attention i tink and i tink i'm kinda sick...seriously..Darn it! Help me anyone?? Haha whom am i kidding??? Is there even ppl who are reading this blog? hehe no one can help me but myself...Afro Barbie is going crazy...maybe for real?? |