What is it actually? Bad dreams? Where do they come from? I am curious as i had a very bad dream yesterday, that is why i am so scared. I dreamt tat i died...It was so scary...Although i had similar dreams before, it had never been so real before. It was as though i couldn't wake up anymore...I felt as though i had to force myself to wake up. I also dreamt about losing someone i really care about. It made me cry for hours after i woken up.

I was like damn scared to lose any of my loved ones. I wasn't ready..I saw myself almost died a couple of times in my dreams...But i had always manage to escape it by waking up but yesterday...i saw myself died...and it FELT so real. You maybe thinking that i maybe paranoid about these dreams but i always hear people talking about dreams as premonitions of the future. Therefore, i feel very scared.

I hope that nothing bad happens to any of my loved ones. God please help me protect them as they are important people to me.

Things that happened today:
Went with Naz to watch the Superhero movie. It was not tat funny and i was yawning away after the show. Walked around JP after the movie and bought earphone sponge. Went to Lib to borrow books which i have not done in like years...Den ate ice cream(banana ripple) nice flavour. Naz waited with me for the 179 bus. Arrived home and den watched OM SHANTI OM. A hindi movie, with SHAHRUKH KHAN in it! I liked it so much! All movie with him is good. Now i am bored..so i am writing this...all the more i should just go to sleep coz tml religious class starts early.

afroBarbie says "nite nite"

What is it actually? Bad dreams? Where do they come from? I am curious as i had a very bad dream yesterday, that is why i am so scared. I dreamt tat i died...It was so scary...Although i had similar dreams before, it had never been so real before. It was as though i couldn't wake up anymore...I felt as though i had to force myself to wake up. I also dreamt about losing someone i really care about. It made me cry for hours after i woken up.

I was like damn scared to lose any of my loved ones. I wasn't ready..I saw myself almost died a couple of times in my dreams...But i had always manage to escape it by waking up but yesterday...i saw myself died...and it FELT so real. You maybe thinking that i maybe paranoid about these dreams but i always hear people talking about dreams as premonitions of the future. Therefore, i feel very scared.

I hope that nothing bad happens to any of my loved ones. God please help me protect them as they are important people to me.

Things that happened today:
Went with Naz to watch the Superhero movie. It was not tat funny and i was yawning away after the show. Walked around JP after the movie and bought earphone sponge. Went to Lib to borrow books which i have not done in like years...Den ate ice cream(banana ripple) nice flavour. Naz waited with me for the 179 bus. Arrived home and den watched OM SHANTI OM. A hindi movie, with SHAHRUKH KHAN in it! I liked it so much! All movie with him is good. Now i am bored..so i am writing this...all the more i should just go to sleep coz tml religious class starts early.

afroBarbie says "nite nite"