This is goodbye...

First of all i want to thank all the people who really cared for me when i was in FB. I hope that you all will train hard and may u all rise to be winners in Polite.

I don't think i want to be manipulated anymore....I want to be more honest with myself and the people around me....When Najib was the coach, i felt that i was being pressurized and manipulated by him into becoming a keeper...for example, he said that i could still play as a defender and be a keeper also...but i knew that those were all lies...but i still became a keeper.....Y? u may ask.....well it was because i felt sorry for liyu who was suffering all alone...so i wanted to ease her pain....but now that Najib isn't the coach anymore, i can finally be free from his manipulations...

I wanted FB to be part of my life when i first took it as my CCA but it is lately turning out to be a burden to me....i feel that i can do much better things at home rather than coming to train...I felt really stupid to have come for trainings all this while...Sacrificing for some people who don't even care for me....Haha What a fool i have been to not see that i have been treated like a TOOL...When u needed me the most...u would take care of me like a diamond...but when u don't need me anymore, u throw me away like shit!

I just can't take it anymore....being treated like i am not part of the team....if i was part of the team, when i fell down there would be someone to help me pull myself back up again...If i was part of the team, my gears would still be left where it was and not STOLEN by ppl on the same team...if i was part of the team, i would be informed by the ppl who TOOK my gears wifout permission that they wanted to "BORROW" my gears....

HOWEVER...was people concerned when i fell down the stairs? no body noticed except for liyu who saw me fall down....Where is my gears? NObody knows.....Did they inform me that they want to take my gears? NOPE....So if u still say i AM part of the TEAM....Den where is the proof? Even i wana know...It is like you telling me u needed me...but now u are pushing me off the edge by doing stupid things like this....Sorry to say but i just want to be free of this burden and so Just pls let me go....

If it is too hard to understand all this...i can make it simple....I want to quit playing keeper in FB...and pls dun try to persuade me to come back...it's a final decision that i should have made a long time ago...

Note:
Tell Suhaili, don't bother replacing the keeper pants coz i won't be coming for training anymore...
Tell Cheryl, don't worry i will still be giving u my stick...
Liyu i am realli sorry that i want to quit and leave u alone but i just can't take it anymore...being treated like we don't matter...our feelings are not important...and wad not...

Maryam Out...

This is goodbye...

First of all i want to thank all the people who really cared for me when i was in FB. I hope that you all will train hard and may u all rise to be winners in Polite.

I don't think i want to be manipulated anymore....I want to be more honest with myself and the people around me....When Najib was the coach, i felt that i was being pressurized and manipulated by him into becoming a keeper...for example, he said that i could still play as a defender and be a keeper also...but i knew that those were all lies...but i still became a keeper.....Y? u may ask.....well it was because i felt sorry for liyu who was suffering all alone...so i wanted to ease her pain....but now that Najib isn't the coach anymore, i can finally be free from his manipulations...

I wanted FB to be part of my life when i first took it as my CCA but it is lately turning out to be a burden to me....i feel that i can do much better things at home rather than coming to train...I felt really stupid to have come for trainings all this while...Sacrificing for some people who don't even care for me....Haha What a fool i have been to not see that i have been treated like a TOOL...When u needed me the most...u would take care of me like a diamond...but when u don't need me anymore, u throw me away like shit!

I just can't take it anymore....being treated like i am not part of the team....if i was part of the team, when i fell down there would be someone to help me pull myself back up again...If i was part of the team, my gears would still be left where it was and not STOLEN by ppl on the same team...if i was part of the team, i would be informed by the ppl who TOOK my gears wifout permission that they wanted to "BORROW" my gears....

HOWEVER...was people concerned when i fell down the stairs? no body noticed except for liyu who saw me fall down....Where is my gears? NObody knows.....Did they inform me that they want to take my gears? NOPE....So if u still say i AM part of the TEAM....Den where is the proof? Even i wana know...It is like you telling me u needed me...but now u are pushing me off the edge by doing stupid things like this....Sorry to say but i just want to be free of this burden and so Just pls let me go....

If it is too hard to understand all this...i can make it simple....I want to quit playing keeper in FB...and pls dun try to persuade me to come back...it's a final decision that i should have made a long time ago...

Note:
Tell Suhaili, don't bother replacing the keeper pants coz i won't be coming for training anymore...
Tell Cheryl, don't worry i will still be giving u my stick...
Liyu i am realli sorry that i want to quit and leave u alone but i just can't take it anymore...being treated like we don't matter...our feelings are not important...and wad not...

Maryam Out...