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I had ECAD common test today i thought that i did ok but i dun tink i can get A this time around...for any of my subjects coz i just tink that i am not as focused on the task at hand as i used to be. I tend to stray away from reality sometimes thinking of other unimportant things while the important ones are being negelected. i am always feeling this way around test or exam duration. I feel insecure. I tink it is because i just feel that i am not good enough to be called an ICT student. I dun take things seriously. Fooling around.

But i try my best to pay attention, to study but i still think that i am just fooling myself if i say that i am an IT student. Talking about java, Facebook, ajax and wad not. If it weren't for cannie, i don't think i would know all that. I am just a hypocrite towards technology. I don't know any thing about technology. Talking about server and web design, ado.net, the different brands of laptops from stupid acer to IBM, lenovo, compact, hp and many more. I am not a good programmer even. if you ask me to write a method now, i'll tell you to get lost.

Frankly i tink Ms Lee is right not to choose me for web 2.0 as i don't think that i am ready to face programming and doing it in pairs...omg...more worse. I've seen my classmates who are not that good in programming improve from time to time but for me i tink i am just faking it. frankly i tink people can see through me if i talk to them about IT stuff but i am truly interested to know more about PHP just because my friends in BIT at republic are studying in it. Should i have known that i will be this way in IT at ngee ann i would have gone to another course. Haix. Give me a break. I dun tink i am cut out to be an IT person.

Even the IP people rejected me. NO IP for me...Haix...I really wanted it but i didn't get it. Haix it is not always fair in life so they say and now i am definitely feeling it. Talking about this here makes me feel a lot better. Time to study for PM i tink after i play some music. Tml is gona be a killer!

afro Barbie is a hypocrite.

afroBarbie is my other self

I had ECAD common test today i thought that i did ok but i dun tink i can get A this time around...for any of my subjects coz i just tink that i am not as focused on the task at hand as i used to be. I tend to stray away from reality sometimes thinking of other unimportant things while the important ones are being negelected. i am always feeling this way around test or exam duration. I feel insecure. I tink it is because i just feel that i am not good enough to be called an ICT student. I dun take things seriously. Fooling around.

But i try my best to pay attention, to study but i still think that i am just fooling myself if i say that i am an IT student. Talking about java, Facebook, ajax and wad not. If it weren't for cannie, i don't think i would know all that. I am just a hypocrite towards technology. I don't know any thing about technology. Talking about server and web design, ado.net, the different brands of laptops from stupid acer to IBM, lenovo, compact, hp and many more. I am not a good programmer even. if you ask me to write a method now, i'll tell you to get lost.

Frankly i tink Ms Lee is right not to choose me for web 2.0 as i don't think that i am ready to face programming and doing it in pairs...omg...more worse. I've seen my classmates who are not that good in programming improve from time to time but for me i tink i am just faking it. frankly i tink people can see through me if i talk to them about IT stuff but i am truly interested to know more about PHP just because my friends in BIT at republic are studying in it. Should i have known that i will be this way in IT at ngee ann i would have gone to another course. Haix. Give me a break. I dun tink i am cut out to be an IT person.

Even the IP people rejected me. NO IP for me...Haix...I really wanted it but i didn't get it. Haix it is not always fair in life so they say and now i am definitely feeling it. Talking about this here makes me feel a lot better. Time to study for PM i tink after i play some music. Tml is gona be a killer!

afro Barbie is a hypocrite.

afroB. is not my real name
What is my character like?
Likes to do whatever i want
But i do care for the ppl around me
Even if they dun seem to care
Or even if i always refuse to do what they tell me to
I would always come back and fulfil their wishes
I like to say lame things i guess.
My fashion sense is wack.
Dun ask me to wear formal coz i always dress like a slacker.
People tend to treat me as invisible
if i dun talk or if i dun greet them. It's a given.

My Wish?
To get a job.
Become a useful person.
Lose weight by exercise. Been eating too much.
Try different things?
Write an original song.

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