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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
I have absolutely nothing to blog about...except for this. Have you ever felt like u studied someting a little too late. Like for example, you started to pick guitar lessons after high school and wished afterwards that if you knew how to play the guitar a little bit earlier, you could have become the talk of school! Or that you studied something easier to do on the 2nd year of pre-uni which could have helped you get better grade for a module on your 1st year. Well this happen to me. I am not popular and i wished i knew things earlier so that it could help me. But guess what this doesn't happen to people. I got a bad grade and in high school i was pretty much the lonely kid behind the class. Everyone could manipulate me. Even the teachers. But tell you one thing, i get my way sometimes when i am in power. Cause i was part-time councillor in school. Not that big a deal cause all councillors in school were pretty much just a political head. Not really in charge anyways. So i learned to stick with what i know and who i know. I get extra cash on festive days that was pretty much what friends was for, to me. Cause they too didn't care much. But as time got by. I liked to make people laugh. Sometimes they laugh at me, sometimes at my jokes. But i duno maybe deep down some of them resented me cause i made fun of them. And have you ever realised that something that may seem funny to you are not that funny to others. This kinda hurt takes long time to heal for someone. And also have you ever experienced something like this? Like you were walking minding your own business but suddenly you saw someone like, your past enemy but now she doesn't recognize you but you recognize her? this happen to me all the time. It is an irony when i say that i dun care what people think about me when i am always thinking of what the people around me are thinking when i am in the MRT. I am the kind who always takes personality as an important factor to look out in a friend. If that person has poor personality, it would seem that wen we go out, i would always be bored to tears. But the people around me have great personality so far except for some that i can't obviously mention. Okay i have finish this blog. Woah you really have nothing to do if you finished reading this blog. No offense. haha XD |