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VideoYuna - Fading flowerTalk Talk Talk |
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 3:31 PM
I know that i have not been blogging much. This is a stale blog. But i had just finished watching the leap years. Such a touching story. I like the storyline and the little moments here and there. I loved this one phrase. "It is better to have loved then lost rather than not having loved at all." But in my opinion, i would choose to have my cake and eat it too! both! hehe love and be love. never to lose. I am finding it hard to cope. I am doing my IHP and it sux.I am really counting the days to next sem! I want this shit to end soon. I wish to study and not to do this crap. I tink it's useless. But nonetheless, i can smile today. Because my frend eka tofu chatted with me today! :D miss her~ I find myself lost these days. Thinking far ahead. What is gg to happen after i graduate? i duno what i am gg to do with my life. For me, i tink it would have been best if i was in ECH - early childhood education. Life would have been easier. I wanted to be a journalist but couldn't get it. I wanted to get Internship programme but i didn't. (darn economic crisis) I wanted so much in life but i didn't get it. But i know that deep down in my heart that ALLAH has given me what i wanted. If i didn't get into IT, i wouldn't have known my good friends Cannie and Thara. I wouldn't have met Teachers who really care, although there are some who are very bias. :D All in all, what i am trying to say is that, to do and hate, is better than not doing anything at all. :D so i hope that in the future, i can get a job that i like, or even a husband who is caring and not bias. OK, i'm tinking to far ahead. afro OUT! |