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I just want to forget stuffs sometimes. Give me amnesia for a while and i'll be satisfied. What's wrong with me you might say...?? But i'm just being realistic...can you blame me for wanting amnesia, when your life just seems bleak? Get a grip will ya maryam?? i would always say this to myself but i have really nothing special about me...tell me one thing that you can say is my speciality??

I am not good in studies although they always say you get good grades what...SHUT UP lah! can?? I'm like thinking that it is so true when i say my achievements are zilch!
Give me a vodka and get me drunk! Just kidding! hahaha so random. Here i am ranting ON and ON about life that really just leads to nowhere. I like thinking where am i going to go after my poly studies and what is the worst that can happen?? But anything can happen...i wanna get into a uni and have fun there and learn more things but when am i going to repay my parents?? This is just a qn that i asked myself over and over again.

ASS-ignments are like a TON and what am i doing writing on this blog that never gets read....I am like in a depression come anxiety attack right now...everybody i know is going somewhere in life and i am practically going NOWHERE...give me a path and give me guidance..only then can i fulfil my duty as a person, NOT that ANYONE out there GIVES a DAMN about me...Nobody does...

I am just feeling lonely sometimes...other people have great families and great friends and what to i have?? A rumah tumpangan as a home and fair-weathered friends. Not that i don't have good friends who help me out a lot...it's just i would like to have a happy home to come home to...NOT where the moment i wake up in the morning, conflict brews like coffee at COFFEE BEAN while the rest of the world's still sleeping...Give me a BREAK! This is exactly why i don't go home straight after sch anymore...coz home doesn't feel like home anymore...i feel like my home has been invaded you see...

Reason for yesterday's weird behaviour was that i was HUNGRY!!! When i am hungry i don't think straight and i think neither would you! So don't judge me straight away...SOME ppl are just rude, just when i couldn't recognize you when i was walking meant that i was having Alzheimer's disease or amnesia..OH HOW I WISH that was the case!! Anywho watever i want to do in life or what becomes of me would totally be in the future and the possibilities are endless coz nobody and i mean NOBODY noes the future and that us why i can't prepare for it and that's why i'm scared! Yeah get scared too you see! That's all out of my chest! Aaaaah~ That's just relieving~

afroB. OUT!

I just want to forget stuffs sometimes. Give me amnesia for a while and i'll be satisfied. What's wrong with me you might say...?? But i'm just being realistic...can you blame me for wanting amnesia, when your life just seems bleak? Get a grip will ya maryam?? i would always say this to myself but i have really nothing special about me...tell me one thing that you can say is my speciality??

I am not good in studies although they always say you get good grades what...SHUT UP lah! can?? I'm like thinking that it is so true when i say my achievements are zilch!
Give me a vodka and get me drunk! Just kidding! hahaha so random. Here i am ranting ON and ON about life that really just leads to nowhere. I like thinking where am i going to go after my poly studies and what is the worst that can happen?? But anything can happen...i wanna get into a uni and have fun there and learn more things but when am i going to repay my parents?? This is just a qn that i asked myself over and over again.

ASS-ignments are like a TON and what am i doing writing on this blog that never gets read....I am like in a depression come anxiety attack right now...everybody i know is going somewhere in life and i am practically going NOWHERE...give me a path and give me guidance..only then can i fulfil my duty as a person, NOT that ANYONE out there GIVES a DAMN about me...Nobody does...

I am just feeling lonely sometimes...other people have great families and great friends and what to i have?? A rumah tumpangan as a home and fair-weathered friends. Not that i don't have good friends who help me out a lot...it's just i would like to have a happy home to come home to...NOT where the moment i wake up in the morning, conflict brews like coffee at COFFEE BEAN while the rest of the world's still sleeping...Give me a BREAK! This is exactly why i don't go home straight after sch anymore...coz home doesn't feel like home anymore...i feel like my home has been invaded you see...

Reason for yesterday's weird behaviour was that i was HUNGRY!!! When i am hungry i don't think straight and i think neither would you! So don't judge me straight away...SOME ppl are just rude, just when i couldn't recognize you when i was walking meant that i was having Alzheimer's disease or amnesia..OH HOW I WISH that was the case!! Anywho watever i want to do in life or what becomes of me would totally be in the future and the possibilities are endless coz nobody and i mean NOBODY noes the future and that us why i can't prepare for it and that's why i'm scared! Yeah get scared too you see! That's all out of my chest! Aaaaah~ That's just relieving~

afroB. OUT!

afroB. is not my real name
What is my character like?
Likes to do whatever i want
But i do care for the ppl around me
Even if they dun seem to care
Or even if i always refuse to do what they tell me to
I would always come back and fulfil their wishes
I like to say lame things i guess.
My fashion sense is wack.
Dun ask me to wear formal coz i always dress like a slacker.
People tend to treat me as invisible
if i dun talk or if i dun greet them. It's a given.

My Wish?
To get a job.
Become a useful person.
Lose weight by exercise. Been eating too much.
Try different things?
Write an original song.

-THE END-

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