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Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 8:58 AM
Saturday is rest day? today is saturday and i want to rest but why do i feel like it's such a waste? My body is telling me to rest but my mind is wanting to go out and maybe explore some place good to take pictures coz i haven't done that in a while. what should i do? rest or go out? or maybe i could just watch movies online? haix why am i so fickle minded? i have absolutely no idea. also what's up with me and cleanliness these days. it's like we're the best of friends and i just can't seem to stand being dirty. i would even go to the extent to buy anti-bacterial wipes to wipe my hands. i wasn't like this before. now, it's like i have a phobia towards anything dirty. haix i'm turning more weird than i already am. i can't even stand myself, what abt other ppl's image on me. haha they are probably thinking, she's a weirdo. haha it's been long long long time since i hang out with twin. wonder what she's doing at the moment. haix. life was really good when studying. no need to think so much, just go with the flow. but now...need to pay this, need to pay that. i tink i'm not ready for commitments for the time being and sorry to say this but i am single at the moment, not attached. so for anyone who thought i was...i'm sorry? haha maybe one fine day i'll meet the dashing man for me but hey, i tink that will happen when it happens. but till then, i want to enjoy! haha no need to think about responsibilities. i just want to be responsible for my parents. love them. (^v^) hmm maybe i can follow cannie around for her freelance job...but maybe i should go and explore. but it seems like it's going to rain. what to do? afroB. OUT! -love, peace and ice cream- |