Today is not my day. Late to work as usual. Went to sch with A and missed the bus. Reached sch, wanted to solve issues that happened the day b4 n was called every time i wanted to concentrate on my work. from level 1, to level 4, then to level 1 again. F U PPL! i am not x-men's night crawler that i can teleport anywhere and at any time. if that was not enough, everyone is like last minute all of the time and do not want to do any actual work of their own... heck if i am to say everything here, it would become a novel or book with bloody chapters and shit. is it really so hard to sign and give me a day off. is it so hard for me to get one bloody f-ing day off. why must u question all the things that i say. why must u think that u are always in the right. u are human and it's human to err. bloody f-ing shit that i have to withstand today. I can't stand u and u can't stand me so why do we pretend to get along like we best friends. heck, u only treat ppl nice when u need their help and if u dun need help anymore, u throw them away like rubbish. shit u.hypocrite two face shit. just hate the bloody politics that step on ppl to get ur ass to the top. but hey a title is nothing in the end, everybody dies, only sooner or later. f-ing believe me when i say that once u die, title means nothing in the end. what u do during ur lifetime is what really counts. when u do all this back biting and back stabbing. do u really feel satisfied. shit u for thinking this way. when will u realize that what u r doing is hurting others and making ppl hate ur very existence in this world. why are we born? think abt it, it isn't to torture ppl... well i can't do anything abt it now. u are u and to change u is never gg to happen if u urself do not want to admit that u are wrong and change for the better. this post is just to remind myself not to trust u and ur kind so much. to be cautious of ur kind for u are the very being that i hate to converse with and without an ounce of regret. i will be happy if u got ur just desserts but not from anything that i do but for all the hurt and pain that u have caused others, i hope that u will get the same or if not, something else and divine intervention. i thought that work was shit but now after watching movie, i ended up feeling pissed off. hate it when ppl cut u off wen u r tryin to talk to them. sssh, i'm tryin to hear what they are talking...well f u man. i was tryin to explain shit to u that was interesting and relevant and u cut me off. f u man. pay attention to those ard u coz for something tech, it can always be duplicated but can u duplicate ur bloody friend if u lost 'em? f u man. i just feel like f-ing swearing my ass off in here coz i'm bloody pissed. shit u man. next time i won't even bother. heck i won't even care. u didn't even ask permission to eat my food . i said we could share drinks but not my bloody food. just for the record, if u had asked me nicely b4, i would have given it to u nicely. but why did u had to act as if i owed u the bloody freaking chips?snatching them away when i was freaking eating them. heck i dun care if u were that hungry or just irritated that i didn't bloody offer u the freaking chips but honestly in my mind i was saying what the f lah. i was playing it in my head that i wanted to shove down the chips down ur throat. shit. i am freaking too emotional abt the chips but hey honestly it is not the prob of the chips. it's ur attitude. if u have the attitude to sssh me off from speaking, what makes u want a reaction from me when i'm being cold to u and not ans-ing ur qns back. honestly i am bloddy pissed. f u and good night.
Friday, August 30, 2013 @ 1:19 AM
RUM PUM PUM
Today is not my day. Late to work as usual. Went to sch with A and missed the bus. Reached sch, wanted to solve issues that happened the day b4 n was called every time i wanted to concentrate on my work. from level 1, to level 4, then to level 1 again. F U PPL! i am not x-men's night crawler that i can teleport anywhere and at any time. if that was not enough, everyone is like last minute all of the time and do not want to do any actual work of their own... heck if i am to say everything here, it would become a novel or book with bloody chapters and shit. is it really so hard to sign and give me a day off. is it so hard for me to get one bloody f-ing day off. why must u question all the things that i say. why must u think that u are always in the right. u are human and it's human to err. bloody f-ing shit that i have to withstand today. I can't stand u and u can't stand me so why do we pretend to get along like we best friends. heck, u only treat ppl nice when u need their help and if u dun need help anymore, u throw them away like rubbish. shit u.hypocrite two face shit. just hate the bloody politics that step on ppl to get ur ass to the top. but hey a title is nothing in the end, everybody dies, only sooner or later. f-ing believe me when i say that once u die, title means nothing in the end. what u do during ur lifetime is what really counts. when u do all this back biting and back stabbing. do u really feel satisfied. shit u for thinking this way. when will u realize that what u r doing is hurting others and making ppl hate ur very existence in this world. why are we born? think abt it, it isn't to torture ppl... well i can't do anything abt it now. u are u and to change u is never gg to happen if u urself do not want to admit that u are wrong and change for the better. this post is just to remind myself not to trust u and ur kind so much. to be cautious of ur kind for u are the very being that i hate to converse with and without an ounce of regret. i will be happy if u got ur just desserts but not from anything that i do but for all the hurt and pain that u have caused others, i hope that u will get the same or if not, something else and divine intervention. i thought that work was shit but now after watching movie, i ended up feeling pissed off. hate it when ppl cut u off wen u r tryin to talk to them. sssh, i'm tryin to hear what they are talking...well f u man. i was tryin to explain shit to u that was interesting and relevant and u cut me off. f u man. pay attention to those ard u coz for something tech, it can always be duplicated but can u duplicate ur bloody friend if u lost 'em? f u man. i just feel like f-ing swearing my ass off in here coz i'm bloody pissed. shit u man. next time i won't even bother. heck i won't even care. u didn't even ask permission to eat my food . i said we could share drinks but not my bloody food. just for the record, if u had asked me nicely b4, i would have given it to u nicely. but why did u had to act as if i owed u the bloody freaking chips?snatching them away when i was freaking eating them. heck i dun care if u were that hungry or just irritated that i didn't bloody offer u the freaking chips but honestly in my mind i was saying what the f lah. i was playing it in my head that i wanted to shove down the chips down ur throat. shit. i am freaking too emotional abt the chips but hey honestly it is not the prob of the chips. it's ur attitude. if u have the attitude to sssh me off from speaking, what makes u want a reaction from me when i'm being cold to u and not ans-ing ur qns back. honestly i am bloddy pissed. f u and good night.
Peulopil = Profile
afroB. is not my real name
What is my character like?
Likes to do whatever i want
But i do care for the ppl around me
Even if they dun seem to care
Or even if i always refuse to do what they tell me to
I would always come back and fulfil their wishes
I like to say lame things i guess.
My fashion sense is wack.
Dun ask me to wear formal coz i always dress like a slacker.
People tend to treat me as invisible
if i dun talk or if i dun greet them. It's a given.
My Wish?
To get a job.
Become a useful person.
Lose weight by exercise. Been eating too much.
Try different things?
Write an original song.