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Monday, September 24, 2012 @ 12:27 AM
Work is tiring me i know that it has been a while since i have updated this blog. Work has been my priority this past 2 years and a lot has happened since. I must have forgotten all about this blog, so now i am trying to be active again although i know that not many ppl are reading blogs anymore but as a famous phrase from chef wan, i shall say this, "ade afroBarbie kisah?". hahaha :D I am now starting my 2nd sem of BIRKH degree in islamic revealed knowledge and heritage. The 1st sem was alr tough to go through. I am not so sure about the 2nd sem. I find myself struggling to juggle my life and work. I love to help others but i also want to have time to study but it is not working out so well for me. I have so many assignments to clear off and also my job at the school is just never finish. I have only SUN to myself as my friday evenings and saturday afternoon till nite is the time for BIRKH classes. I find that my life is full of things that can be difficult to go through but once the hurdle is over, i find myself sighing and this is a sign of me finding work as a chore. I have a boss but it feels like i have none at all. I have no one i can rely on to protect me, this is me generalizing the matter of the fact that the management just does not care about their subordinate and this is so unfanthomable to me. Just make sure i do not see their face outside, i will make sure that i act as if i do not know them at all. They push things to me and blame me when i make mistakes that i know would not be there if they are the ones who are doing the work. I am just disappointed and feel like someone stabbing me in the throat when i try to explain to them the matter at hand. I feel so suffocated and not able to voice out and explain everything as i am always cut off before able to explain the issue. I feel so wronged and used. I am just like the scapegoat again. Why am i always the one being bullied by others when i am well aware that this is not the correct way. Haix. Ppl normally take me for granted and this is not at all acceptable. I am gg to stand up for myself and find things to do so that i would not have to resort to hitting the wall instead of hitting the ppl who hurt me. Enough of all the emoness. I just want NOV to come fast as i want to go to Yuna's concert! Which is on 7 NOV @ kallang, organized by Live empire. :D I Happy bu de liao! Yuna i LOVE you and i hope that when i see you live in concert, you are as i imagined you to be. Please be the angel that always light up my day with your unique music.Even when things go astray, when i listen to your songs, i feel a lot better and able to go through the work with some sort of happy mindset. In simpler term, YUNA! U light up my world (n_n) |